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Midnight Black (Poem/Rant)

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Staring at the pitch black, waiting to fall asleep …

am I unconscious ? am I dreaming ? or just dwelling in deep …

a voice of no harmony begs me to convey …

aren’t you tired of being weak ?

They aren’t honest, as supportive nor they want to stay …

They all are selfish, they don’t appreciate what you do …

They don’t deserve you …

They don’t realize

that you are aware of the lies

what’s the purpose ?

why the hell you insist on this ?

They don’t really care …

They treat people better

They act as if you can’t be bitter …

and I blink and it feels like forever …

Time didn’t move a single second …

Heart is fully pumping, voice made me beckoned

… Then I take a deep breath

and declare to the voice that I will Confess:

You maybe be hurt

but don’t ever forget

what we once once did 

having that said, let me tell you this; no one is fully happy, everyone is selfish… you are selfish…

small things matter, but life comes first

so don’t you please make my  thoughts scatter …

nor the built will shatter … 

Think of how we can make it better …

remember, all the kids in the family chant our names in happiness …

little brother naturally smiles when he is around us …

my parents want me to be a super hero …

and you should know that everything starts from zero …

let me teach you, happiness is complicated …

it starts with a smile routed by a soul not so sophisticated …

and so, you should never feel hated …

Think of others and avoid the void you created …

I promise, I’ll be there

and try to care

a smile can change a life …

so even if they fake it.

at least they are trying to make it.

to find a better day, to sleep at night.

digging their way, to make everything seem right.

So please let it go

The malice you draw

Tomorrow will be different, but nothing will be changed …

till you rest in peace …

and let me go to sleep …

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