Posts tagged rant

Staring at the pitch black, waiting to fall asleep …

am I unconscious ? am I dreaming ? or just dwelling in deep …

a voice of no harmony begs me to convey …

aren’t you tired of being weak ?

They aren’t honest, as supportive nor they want to stay …

They all are selfish, they don’t appreciate what you do …

They don’t deserve you …

They don’t realize

that you are aware of the lies

what’s the purpose ?

why the hell you insist on this ?

They don’t really care …

They treat people better

They act as if you can’t be bitter …

and I blink and it feels like forever …

Time didn’t move a single second …

Heart is fully pumping, voice made me beckoned

… Then I take a deep breath

and declare to the voice that I will Confess:

You maybe be hurt

but don’t ever forget

what we once once did 

having that said, let me tell you this; no one is fully happy, everyone is selfish… you are selfish…

small things matter, but life comes first

so don’t you please make my  thoughts scatter …

nor the built will shatter … 

Think of how we can make it better …

remember, all the kids in the family chant our names in happiness …

little brother naturally smiles when he is around us …

my parents want me to be a super hero …

and you should know that everything starts from zero …

let me teach you, happiness is complicated …

it starts with a smile routed by a soul not so sophisticated …

and so, you should never feel hated …

Think of others and avoid the void you created …

I promise, I’ll be there

and try to care

a smile can change a life …

so even if they fake it.

at least they are trying to make it.

to find a better day, to sleep at night.

digging their way, to make everything seem right.

So please let it go

The malice you draw

Tomorrow will be different, but nothing will be changed …

till you rest in peace …

and let me go to sleep …

A Rant I wrote couple of years back inspired by mythology, history and melancholy:  

Ashtoreth…. Sway through the firing stars, levitating over my magnificent construction
Your magic howls in the ears of all your temples. Absorbed by the land of might and secrets
Lioness at heart, creator of Aphrodite, and the emblem of Canaanite fertility and my own redemption
Swimming through cosmic time, diffusing ancient aeons, shifting the sunlight and writing my legacy
Interweaving with my soul, breaking my celestial curse and showing me the terrestrial erosion 
a journey of Horus and Isis and their demise, only through her foreshadowing eyes I shall surmount the GODS!
morphing delusions to reality, riding the carpet of Mesopotamia over mankind, burying empires in sand!
She will provoke the moon’s light. She will seal away all the radical fight. She will oppose the deviant diving RODS! 

The winds screech crying for knowledge so pure. To leave the world into a vortex so unknown!
The sands go to avalanche and mountains fall, a disappearance of her leaves forests wither alone!
I inhale the crimson atmosphere and summon the frozen throne for the sphinx shall rise and to Canaan am gone. For her love, I shall kill every god. For her eyes, I shall reveal the forbidden arcane spells. Goddess of my home, healer of my bones, savior of my throne!!!! You’re for none, you are MINE……!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Let the kuthulu spells fight their way and storms shall perish the vortexes of time for I shall become one with you forever!!!! 


…… and I win……and fall…..

from the frozen cave..my falcons fly out from the road of despair to her warm pitch black light
breaking, crying for your tenderness, begging her to keep them in her cage eternally under her sight
under your sweet darkness their wings grow bigger, thicker and sharper than knives.
with the flames of her desire and magic, they burn into golden dust …
inhale it all so you find my inextinguishable ancient love…